Archive for October, 2015

The Mystical Hexagram – 2nd Edition

This weekend, the paperback and kindle versions of The Mystical Hexagram – 2nd Edition became available. The book is a joint project with prolific author Sue Vincent, who incidentally designed the beautiful new cover. An additional chapter is contained in the book along with some tidying up and corrections. Overall, I am very pleased with the new version. The book originates as a follow up to Inner Journeys – my first book that outlines how I found the Servants of The Light School, went through its 5-year course and emerged a different person complete with an inner contact I came to know as Asteroth. For several years, I continued to meditate and guided by that inner contact, discovered that the hexagram is a key to unlocking the potential of may

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Wounded

I am so wounded So hurt, I am not living I am so wounded So hurt, I cannot see What it might be like to be free I gave everything – all of me Built a castle in the air It seems so fucking unfair The castle has dissolved And taken with it Everything I believed in My smile has been wiped Like an old unwanted tape My happiness kicked into touch It all meant so much I am not living, but surviving So lonely, so stuck in the past A fairytale of memories That I hoped would last Lost, cast adrift, cut to the bone How did I end up so alone? I lived for you, not me Rejected, I finally see How I lost myself in an ‘us’

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Endings and Beginnings

I was willing to work I was willing to be someone else I was willing to be whatever you needed me to be And yet You threw it away I would have given you anything I would have turned a blind eye I would have done whatever it took you see I woke up that morning In a pure funk Understood I had lost myself You broke my heart Took me so completely apart Now I’m picking up my pieces And puzzling over where they belong Thats why I am writing this bloody song Directionless Even emotionless Until it overwhelms Rolls over me like the rushing waters Crushing, washing and flipping me The panic starts The anxiety rises You are always full of surprises Endings are beginnings So they say

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Weird Darkness Covers My Story

I am thrilled to announce that this week’s episode of Weird Darkness narrated by Darren Marler features my story Seeing Neverland from My Haunted Life. He really brings the late to life….. Take a look.   likeheartlaughterwowsadangry0

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Nothing

I arrived in Brno, Czech Republic in late summer 2006 with a small suitcase. Everything else was left in Houston – car included. It was then I learned something truly important…… I DID NOT MISS ANY OF THOSE THINGS! I did miss people. My sons, my friends. But the stuff? The car I had dreamed of. The big house. Swimming pool. Nope. All I needed was the a change of clothes, my tooth brush, a few photos and my phone. A place to stay and some food. Amazed. I was. likeheartlaughterwowsadangry0

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Just When You Think You Have It Made

I was walking down Gorton Rd, Willerby, on my way to school one morning when the most amazing car I had ever seen went by. It was 1974 and I had just seen a 2-seater Mercedes Benz pass by. I would never forget. Several years later, living in The Woodlands, Texas in my big 4 bed home with $50k swimming poll, gazebo, Mercedes SUV and everything one could ever really want, I realized my car lease was almost up. I called the leasing company and enquired after the dream…. a 2-seater Mercedes convertible. To my amazement, I found that I could indeed afford one. A month later, it arrived. It was beautiful. Metallic silver with an automatic retractable roof that folded into the trunk. Patent leather black interior and that

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Lot’s Going On

Lot’s going on on the book front – too much in fact. The three short My Haunted Life books are now available in ebook form on Apple iBooks, B&N Nook and at KOBO for sale….. The audio book of My Haunted Life Too is selling very well … get your copy now. If you want to sample some of my ghost stories, go and visit my Too Scared To Scream page and there you can download a free sample. The Art of Science poetry book is also available in audio book format I am working on finalizing a second edition of The Mystical Hexagram with co-author Sue Vincent. It should be out in a matter of days……. Phew…. likeheartlaughterwowsadangry0

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My Haunted Life Too Audio Book

I am very excited to announce the availability of My Haunted Life Too as an audio book read by the fantastic voice talent Alan Phillip Ormond. When I listened to the audio it gave me the chills and I wrote the stories! Just in time for Halloween go and grab your copy now. You won’t be disappointed…. Here is the sample…… listen in a dark room.     likeheartlaughterwowsadangry0

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